Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.
I’ve realized that Tumblr was once something I looked forward to being on. If I was ever bored or had some free time, I’d grab my laptop or my phone and head right over. But as of late, I seem to find myself dreading having to use it. Typically, I’d just do some browsing, and on occasion, if I really felt inclined to, I’d write a little something. I’ve come to realize that lately, I’ve only been coming to Tumblr to avoid my personal life…which, in a sense, is what Tumblr was intended for. However, I’m going to use my better judgement and say that this isn’t a good thing. I need a hiatus from this.
"…and in case I don’t see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight." - Truman Burbank (The Truman Show)
If I die at a young age or unexpectedly, don’t dwell on how much of a shock it is. Make duaa for me. Forgive me. Pray for jannah for me. Pray for ease for my family. That is how you can prove your love for me.
If I dont respond to your insult it means what i wanted to say was too mean and I decided to let you live
They say your health reflects the circumstances of your life, and I never agreed. But progressively getting sicker over the past few days has me reconsidering my opinion. All these sleepless nights, stress over things that are out of my control, trivial dilemmas, and petty drama have left me feeling absolutely drained. I seem to have succumbed to it all. Oh well, I guess being bed ridden for the next little while can’t be so bad. Thank god for Lin Gardens’ chicken corn soup, Vicks Vaporub, Buckley’s, and Puffs tissues.